Stick A Needle In My Eye, Why Don’t You?

As soon as even the slightest suggestion of sticking a needle into an eyeball is made, most people’s reaction would be utter disgust and horror. In fact, sticking any object into a human eyeball is often a focus of many horror movies and shows. So it often takes people by surprise when I mention that for roughly the past 8 years or so, I have been periodically getting needles in my eyes. This is as a result of a little-known condition called Diabetic Macular Edema.

I’ve written about this before but for my newer subscribers or long-standing ones that may not read every post I write, Diabetic Macular Edema (DME) is a condition where fluids builds up beneath and around the macular of the eye and cause4s swelling. While this condition usually occurs in the elderly diabetic population, it’s usually caused by high blood sugars that damage the blood vessels behind the eyes. Since I had a less-than-ideal childhood control over my blood sugars, I’ve developed it much sooner than expected.

DME can be treated by a number of different medications, many of them administered through injections directly into the eye. In my case, I receive a medication called Lucentis. The first time I attended the ophthalmologist appointment for injections, I was scared shitless. Needless to say in my eyes? Are you fucking kidding me??? The worst part was having those weird little clockwork orange clips strapped into my eyelids and the fact I can still see and move my eyes when this is happening.

Originally, I was getting these injections every four weeks. As time went on, that period of time was increased. Last week was my first time of attending an injection appointment after 11 weeks and I’m pleased to say that my eyes had no evidence of swelling or DME symptoms whatsoever. As a result, my ophthalmologist has increased the next appointment to 12 weeks. He’s at a loss because apparently, as one gets older, the eyes should be getting worse, not better. But for some reason, my eyes seem to be adjusting and healing much better than expected. I’ll chalk that up to weight loss, improved blood pressure and cholesterol, all of which can contribute to DME symptoms.

It’s not often I get a positive win where Diabetes is concerned. So I’ll definitely take the win here. The big takeaway is that when you consider all the possible side effects of Type-1 Diabetes, like organ failure, amputation and, you know, death, a treatable condition like DME is pretty manageable. But it also speaks to what I often say about the importance of maintaining one’s health, eating properly and monitoring your blood sugars. Your body is like a house of cards; pulling out one card can make the whole thing tumble. Food for thought…☯️